It's really amazing sometimes and it's amazing what I can take. I mean I really just kind of feed off of those small pieces of attention and "love" and affection that he gives me but I know it's not enough to really be considered a viable and sustainable relationship. I have to be met halfway and to not be met at all is what's really at the base of all of this.
But, thank you. I just hope that week improves and this whole mess will be outweighed by all the good things that are happening. :)
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Date: 2008-11-10 10:43 pm (UTC)But, thank you. I just hope that week improves and this whole mess will be outweighed by all the good things that are happening. :)